Neverland

Nice nice.. You'll love it

2009-10-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/

cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.Let us pay for you! Don't 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say 'thank you

Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.We like you for who you are and not what you are.Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.or my T-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brat Pitt, or Jesse McCartney in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'? I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not saying i wouldn't like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowes
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

ADVICE:

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with her.

And Boys. If you like a girl, just TELL THEM. There's nothing to be afraid of. And if you don't , you'll regret it your whole life. They might just like you back, take that chance , its worth it !

I FED-UP!!!

2009-09-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

Fk!

Working during 27/7 really annoying me.

I was located at first floor. The event was a wedding dinner with 38 tables. Since 1st floor's venue was quite small, therefore it's somehow difficult when serving drinks coz the walking path too narrow.

Most of my friends was located at 2nd floor so I oni have few friends left plus my floor have so many newbies. Newbies mean those who work here for less than 5 times.

Before the event start, my friends, I mean colleagues came to visit us. They laughed that our floor have too many newbies. I think I can handle the newbies but this situation was worse. Every wedding dinner have separated site. I mean bride site and groom site. Most of the time we were placed pro and newbies mixed at every site but this time newbies one site and pro at the other site.

Pro site was ok but newbies site was worse. They didn't serve the drinks. Sigh..

When serve the dishes, newbies skip some tables and cause some tables have no food. We have to find out that particular tables.

Another one were worser. He/she thinks that he/she was the Captain and giving orders. Giving order was ok but NOT too over.

When the event over we need to clean up. This part the newbies site more worse. We all already told them clear the tables, mop the tables but they said nevermind. If the other Captain was here sure we all being scolded coz not guiding well.

Having migrain when saw this kind of situation. This reminds me the time when I was still a newbie. We all can do well that time but nowadays the newbies..?! Sigh..

I was glad when I can still met few friends and their "stations" were next to me. Next to me was Jessica, which I met when I was still a newbie. Thanks to her, I not need to take care of my tables always. I mean the time I was "pulled" by Captain to find some particular tables. Didn't saw her for several months coz she was busy to prepare for her coming PMR exam.
Good Luck.

Beside Jessica was Captain's "first-choice". So called "first-choice" coz very hardworking and serious. There was few "first-choice" including me. When there were few tables and need few part-timers, we, the "first-choice" sure selected by Captain and everytime were the same faces.

Some friends were located far away from me. *Cry..*

It's late now and I don't want to sleep because I don't want to study anymore. Can I choose another pathway? It's too late I think.

用我的一生去爱你

2009-08-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

5岁的时候，我说我爱你。你歪着脑袋，眨着水晶般的大眼睛，疑惑地问我：“什么意思呀？”

15岁的时候，我说我爱你，你的脸红得像火烧云，头深深地低着，摆弄著衣襟，你好像在笑。

20岁的时候，我说我爱你，你把头靠在我的肩上，紧紧地挽住我的手臂，像是下一秒我就要消失一样。

25岁的时候，我说我爱你，你把早餐放在桌上，跑过来刮了一下我的鼻子说： “知道了! 懒虫，该起床了！”

30岁的时候，我说我爱你，你笑着說:“你呀！要是真的爱我，就别下了班到处跑，还有，别再忘了我叫你买的菜！”

40岁的时候，我说我爱你，你边收拾碗筷边无表情的嘟囔着： “行了，行了，快去帮孩子复习功课去吧！”

50岁的时候，我说我爱你，你打着毛线头也不抬：“真的？你心里是不是巴不得我早点儿死掉。” 然后就咯咯咯地笑个不停。

60岁的时候，我说我爱你，你笑着捶了我一拳： "死老头子! 孙子都这么大了，还贫嘴！

70岁的时候，我们坐在摇椅上，戴着老花镜，欣赏着50年前我给你的情书，我们已经布满皱纹的手又握在了一起，那时侯我说我爱你，你深情地望着我，你那已经皱纹满面的脸仍是那么美丽…… 炉子上的开水咕嘟咕嘟地冒烟, 温馨的暖意充满了整个屋子......

80岁的时候，你说你爱我。我什么也没说，因为我流泪了，但是那是我人生最最快乐的日子，因为你终于说出了那句“我--爱--你"。

I miss this Advert!!

2009-08-24T12:56:00.002+08:00

“别担心。吃得苦、看得开、有爱心就可以。”
"Work hard, stay cheerful and let love take care of the rest."

Do you miss your grandmother?

Proton Advert

2009-08-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

This advert helped me in my English 1119 trial SPM. hehe..

Always go home if you can

2009-08-20T01:56:00.001+08:00

Moral of the story: That's no use if you have many money many children.

어제보다 오늘 더 (今天比昨天更)

2009-08-19T14:47:00.001+08:00

Today compare to Yesterday

Lyrics:

(I Do)영원히 단 한사람만 바라볼수있나요
(I Do)나 자신보다 아낄수 있나요
(I Do)그 누가 내게 물어도 대답할수있어요
(I Do)나의 사랑 그대죠..

(I Do) 可以永遠只看著一個人嗎
(I Do) 會比愛自己更加珍惜她嗎
(I Do) 無論誰問我都可以回答
(I Do) 你就是我的愛

약속하지 않을꺼에요
행여 잠시라도 흔들릴꺼라면
시작하지 않아요
심장보다 먼저 멈츌 사랑이면

我不會作什麼承諾
哪怕有短暫的動搖
我都不會開始
如果這愛情比心臟先停止的話

어제보다 오늘더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다

今天比昨天更愛你
第一次這樣疼惜一個人
為了和你相遇為了這樣的幸福
過去曾受過許多傷

힘든 날도 슬퍼해요
눈물 멎지않는 그 어떤 아픔도
언젠가는 끝나죠
끝이 없는것은 우리 사랑뿐

辛苦的日子很難受
淚流不止的傷痛
總有一天會結束吧
不會停止的只有我們的愛

어제보다 오늘더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다..

今天比昨天更愛你
第一次這樣疼惜一個人
為了和你相遇為了這樣的幸福
過去曾受過許多傷

두번 다시는 하고 싶지 않아요 헤어지는 일
그댈 만나길 위한 헤어짐 아니라면
언제까지나

再也不想第二次分手
如果分手不是為了再見你
無論何時

벅차오는 가슴이 터질것만 같아서
내 눈앞에 그대가 꿈인것만 같아서
달려가 숨쉬는 그대를 품에 안아야
마음을 놓는 바봅니다

緊繃的心像要爆炸一樣
眼前的你好像是夢
只有跑過去把呼吸著的你抱在懷裏才能放心的我是傻瓜

어제보다 오늘더 많이 사랑합니다
아프도록 소중한 사람 처음입니다
그댈 만나려고 이렇게 행복하려고
많이도 아팠나 봅니다

今天比昨天更愛你
第一次這樣疼惜一個人
為了和你相遇為了這樣的幸福
過去曾受過許多傷

First post after school reopen

2009-08-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update lo.. Busy working, busy preparing, busy clubs, busy here busy there..

First few weeks met friends at campus and they asked the same question: "Did you pass your foundation? What course are you in now?"

If you see me in campus sure I passed my foundation. I ever said that if I pass my foundation you will see me in campus. And I promised someone I'll pass my foundation during Sem2, 2008 and go to degree with him/her.

What course am I taking now? I never changed my dream. I set this goal during Form 4 year 2006. Applied Geology. If you knew me well/you are my high school classmate, you'll know the story behind.

Don't shocked when you saw me working at somewhere. I am human just like you. My colleagues ever asked me why I work. I am just working for fun. A new car doesn't means that I am rich.

These few days busy for clubs activities. For your information, we are having Geology Day on 5th September 2009 (Sat). All are welcomed and it's organised by Curtin Uni. and Geology Dept.
I hope to see you there.

I have a friendly match coming up this Friday. Badminton Mixed Doubles. My first ever mixed doubles. Hope that arm injury can recover soon.

I will be at campus the whole night this week to prepare for the Geology Day.

More update will coming up soon.

My result

2009-07-11T06:27:00.002+08:00

I ever said that if I pass I'll continue my studies at Curtin and if not, I'll leave. I still continue my studies in Miri but not Curtin.

FATE, decided by yourself or by God? Does miracle exist in this world?
I keep asking these questions while waiting for result.

I can feel the tension and nervous of all the candidates who're waiting for their results.

My theory: tension + nervous + scare = pressure. When pressure + pressure + ... + pressure = stress. The way to release stress: laugh out loud(lol).

Few days ago I watched korean comedy, a variety show called "Family" or "家族诞生" in chinese.

Result released at around 1.55pm and my fate/my destination was decided.

First of all, I'd like to thank God. Few minutes before the results release I heard a voice said "you're not alone." Yes, you're not alone, He's always beside you. He love you, He care for you.

I also wish to thank my stupid and loyal cat for it always accompany me no matter when. The night before I was studying for my finals or the time I was waiting for my results.

Not forgetting also the one who help me check my result. Thank you.

Everyone was asking for my results and I only can say: I'm noob and noob believe in miracle.
My future pathway was decided. It's FATE.

10th July - Results released!!!

2009-07-11T06:18:00.003+08:00

Fuh~

2 weeks after exams and holiday, finally the result released.

Around 8am, few people start to feeling nervous. It's no point to feeling nervous or scare at this time. It's FATE. A fate that you're doing well or not during final.

Around 1pm, almost everyone start to become crazy. We are informed that the result will be released at 2pm, which is earlier than before(5pm).

Around 1.30pm, we all start to countdown. The feeling of nervous was getting stronger and stronger. Almost everyone on Facebook start to "spam".

After a long wait, results are officially released at 1.55pm.

Congratz for those who've passed and good luck for those who're taking their supp.

My new habit

2009-07-11T06:06:00.002+08:00

Few weeks ago I only ate lunch and light supper and it cause stomach ache. Now, I skip my lunch. I decided to eat breakfast and sometimes dinner. I eat light supper or heavy supper if i didn't eat my dinner. If I skip my breakfast I'll have my lunch.

We must eat breakfast for it's the style of Rock and Roll.

我喜欢你，你知道吗？

2009-05-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的......
　　我愿意自己是清晨亲吻你发际的第一缕阳光；我愿意自己是你唇边会心的微笑；我愿意是你夜晚枕边的温馨；我愿意是你在手不经意翻开的书页。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的.....
　　我把自己放在任何一个你可以触摸到的地方，让你感受我的存在，感受我的爱情，让自己迷醉在你的这种感受里。我的目光总是追随着你，希望你在寂寞的时候，想起来的第一个人就是我。可我不愿意让自己的存在扰乱了你，虽然我很想很想告诉你......

　　我真的喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的.....
　　我曾经设想了许许多多不同场景和语言的表达，可是，无奈啊，无论我怎么寻找，都无法找到可以表达我的心意的句子，意境。所以啊，我怕自己的表达不够完整，不能够让你知道我所有的爱意，即使，有一句话在我的嘴边徘徊了很久，可我还是没有吐露。我看着你的眼睛时，想要告诉你我的心情，可是我不能让自己的爱意就这样轻描淡写的飞向你，我不愿那样的苍白和无力，我不愿自己不是你的唯一。所以，我愿把自己在纷繁乱杂的世界里默默地沉淀下去，只想让你感受到我的爱意。很想你时，便为你种几株叫做诗的小花。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的......
　　你或许不知道我曾经许下的愿；你知不知道我背着所有同事写在论坛上的字；你知不知道下班闲时我将内心爱你的寄托网上的秘密；你知不知道我在守侯下微笑着的等待也只是为了你；你知不知道我不愿离开你而把自己的心愿埋在每一个为你祈祷的圣地；你也知不知道我一次次的剥去思念的外衣还是为了你。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的......
　　我渴望自己的爱情永远都不会逝去，像痴迷的风，温柔的水，羞涩的晨露，总是把自己展现在你的面前，计算着我们的距离。是啊，距离，我们都知道距离，有人说爱一个人，而这个人却不知道你在爱她，这是世界上最远的距离。可是啊，亲爱的，我想要告诉你，所有的距离我都能够承受，我都能够化解，但是我却不能化解我们相思的距离。一时不见如三秋，世界上还有谁比你知道我爱你，但是我始终跨越不完下班后不能见到你而想你爱你的距离。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的......
　　有人告诉我一只猫是美丽的，它会有爱情；一只凤梨也是美丽的，它也会有爱情。但是一只猫是不会爱上一只凤梨的，就犹如一只凤梨不会和猫产生爱情一样，可是，我却会爱上你，我不愿意追求，也不愿意放弃我喜欢你－－我爱你。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的.....
　　.你知不知道我的爱是生生世世的温柔？你知不知道我等候的人只是你？你也知不知道我的爱情在这个世界真的只是为了你？人们常说要看破红尘中的爱情就可以忘记，看破了也就可以选择一个不痛苦的经历。可是亲爱的，我还是不愿意放弃，所以我宁愿选择痛苦，选择一次爱你的折磨，因为我知道自己是真的喜欢你－－真的爱你。是什么，我不明白，但是我知道我愿意和你偎依，我愿意与你缠绵，我愿意在清晨醒来第一眼看见的就是你。你知不会知道，我把自己和爱情悄悄地放进了你的身体里，和你相融不愿离去。

　　我喜欢你，你知道吗？亲爱的......
　　我不知道人们说的什么是来世？我只知道我已经跟随了你生生世世。也许在前世时，亲爱的，你是我眼中的一滴泪水，在我眼边却不忍拭去.......

　　我喜欢你－－我爱你，亲爱的......你真的知道吗？

Happy Happy!!

2009-03-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

13th of March Geology Club Annual General Meeting cum Election and I got a majority vote for the post Head of Recruitment and manage to get in 'House of Senate.'

14th of March represent club to First Aid Training. With me is Graphic and website specialist, Eng and club member Kevin.
As we already have post, so we let Kevin to become Section Leader.

First we learn about stuffs in First Aid Kit.
Then we learn about transportation. Not the shuttle bus, public bus, car, motorcycle, bicycle nor others but the way/skills to carry victim(s) when he/she was injured.

First we learn Fireman carry. For the people who like to watch WWE Wrestling, this skill was used during the match by the participants to defeat their competitors.
Next is Pack-Strap carry, the way of parent carry the kid on their back.
Then, Chair carry. Let the victim sit on the chair and 1 people carry the back and 1 in front.
We saw Arm carry in our daily life or in movies. It's bridegroom carry the bride style. Another Arm carry is 1 people carry the victims arms and one on the leg. And last Arm carry is 2 person form a chair on their arms and let the victims sit onto it.

After Transportation, we learn on the way to perform Cardiopulmonary resuscitation or in short, CPR. *Everyone's First Kiss gone here..*
We also learn on apply 3 C's and DR ABC.

Last but not least, important in our daily life, Bandage Training. We learn magic through Reef Knot. Kevin = Mummy!!

After Lunch, Installation Ceremony begins. We all receive a certificate for attending the Training and Section Leader from each club receive a letter. And also Red Crescent members who got their promotion.
Congrats ALL Rec Crescent committees and also Geology Club committees 2009.

I fetch 3 of my friends back to campus. *I met my friends in Training.* On the way back, we share our culture. Cantonese, Teo Chew, Hokkien and Xin Hua. I finally can speak my favourite language, Cantonese to others for hard to find Cantonese people in campus.

I went to ICT Lab 1 to practise my Maths for I miss my tutorial class. Who told me only have Lecture at first week and no tutorial no Lab?! @#$%^*^%@^#^&*

Pros needed!! Is this true?

2009-02-24T21:15:00.004+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

　　其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

　　其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，在别人面前她都是淑女。

　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

　　于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

　　于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

　　要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

　　因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

　　因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

　　你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

　　你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

　　她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

　　她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

　　请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

　　她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

　　如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

　　如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

　　在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

　　可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

　　你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

　　你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

　　不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

　　要知道，你离去的时，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。越是安静战火就越浓，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

　　请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

　　她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

　　请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

　　也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

　　那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

　　也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

　　她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。

Was that true? I was wondering. Please leave a comment. Thanks.

Adapted from duwenzhang.com

也许，你并不知道我在等你

2009-02-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

我问，怎样才能让一个人知道你在想他？

　　你说，心里不停地默念他的名字，他就能感受到。

　　可我一直在心底重复着你的名字，你却一直没有音信。

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我问，当你在等一个人的短信时，你是会调成静音模式还是户外模式？

　　你说，静音。这样，发现短信来到的时候就会充满惊喜。

　　于是我调了静音，于是我马上就后悔。

　　我一直在看手机，我觉得自己有些强迫症了，每一次屏幕亮起的瞬间，我的一颗心就也跟着亮了起来，这感觉，那样美好，那样心碎。

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我问，你忙吗？在干嘛？吃了吗？

　　你一一回答，不忙，看书，没吃。

　　可我却发现自己笨笨地不知该再说些什么，再说什么都是多余，再说什么都只会让人厌烦。

　　你生活在一个可以没有我的世界，我居住在一个只有你的天空。

　　所以，我注定是个失败的人。

　　可是，为什么聪明的你不能帮我想一想，我还可以和你说什么，我还能为你做什么？

　　可是，为什么不忙的你不能试着回一些疑问句，让我们的对话更长？

　　可是，为什么你从没有这样的时候，这样想念着我，想念着一个一直在等你的人？

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我什么也没问出口，可这不代表我的草稿箱里什么都没有。

　　我一直在写，一直在删，一直在改。偶尔一两条，又会在发出之前的最后一秒被转入草稿箱。

　　可纵使是这样的严格筛选，我还是不知不觉攒下了许多草稿，那许许多多的字里行间，其实只有三个字：我想你。

　　但你却问，还说我没有发，你不是一样没有音信？

　　我说，因为害怕打扰到你。

　　其实，我只是想等你主动发一次，让我相信，其实，你也很想念我。

　　但事实却让我始终相信，

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我再挂qq，我总喜欢只打开你的分组，每一次，都能轻而易举看到你。

　　每一次咚咚的敲门声后，我就会看看你，

　　可你一直黑着一张臭脸，好像在生我的气。

　　偶尔亮起来都不会动一动，总要我先向你问好。

　　你怎么总是这么大的架子，这么大的谱，这么大的把握我一定会问好？

　　你总是“马上就要下了”，“你也快点下吧”，“我们都早点下吧”，

　　我们又不是母鸡，为什么总赶着投胎一样要下啊？

　　我等了那么久才等来你的一句话，根本还没把本儿说回来你就要下了……

　　我想，

　　也许，你并不知道我在等你。

　　我的天空今天有点灰，

　　我想你，想你，好想你。

　　不停揣测你心里，可曾有，我的姓名。

　　才发现，

　　原来，你真的不知道我在等你。

29th January 2009

2009-02-07T01:53:00.002+08:00

29th January 2009, fourth day of the Chinese New Year. Around 1.30pm, Ken, Pauline, Winnie, Ken's 2 sisters, Penny and I gather at our boss's house.
Penny brought her 2 sons along and Pauline brought her cousin.

Boss offer red wines to everyone of us and challenge us to finish them. I won!! Penny didn't drink. Elsa, Ken, Pauline, Winnie and Alison drink and their face become red. I wonder why some people's face will turn red when they drink red wine.

Penny's sons were fighting. Penny took her youngest son and hide in washroom. When her elder son realised that his mother was missing, he search the whole house. When he knew they hide in washroom, he kicked the door. His mother refused to open the door and he cry till he "small business" in his pants.
*I know I don't have younger siblings.*

We stay until 4.30pm. I plan to go to Wei Wei's (initial 'H') house but my colleagues changed their plan. They actually want to go home after that but they plan to go Pauline's house. We went to Pauline's house together. They play 'BlackJack' there.

Pauline ask me to play but I refused to. Pauline's mother ask why and I answered: "I don't know how to play."

Around 6pm Pauline ask us to have our dinner at her house.
*First time I having dinner at girl's house.*

We left around 8pm and I went to my friend's house.

心中曾经的她

2009-01-31T01:30:00.005+08:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。朋友吃醋时，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的情感，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友。

脸上写着无所谓，嘴上说着不在乎，其实心里 -- 很爱你。

**把以上文章送给心中曾经喜欢的她。**
**但愿您有情人终成眷属，永远幸福。**

如果我爱你

2009-01-30T18:41:00.002+08:00

如果我爱你，而你正巧也爱我：
　　　
　　那你生病的时候，
　　我会去照顾你，陪着你到好。　　　　
　　你骑车的时候，我会要你小心一点，还要你到的时候打个电话跟我说。　　
　　你忘了吃晚餐的时候，我会装做很生气，然后说："你这样会让我担心耶!" 　　
　　你头发乱了时候，我会笑笑的替你拨一拨，然后，手还留恋的在你发上多待几秒。　　
　　你想哭，我会陪你掉泪，尽管前一刻我的心情其实是雀跃的。　　　　
　　你要笑，我会陪你笑出声，不管我上一秒其实是沮丧的。　　　　
　　我在上课的时候，会念念你的名字，想想你的声音。　　　　　　　　　　
　　我在逛街的时候，会想到"啊!你正好缺了这个..." 　　　　
　　我在发现了好东西的时候，一定马上想到"一定要你来看看。" 　　　　
　　我失眠了之后，听到你也失了眠，会在心里偷偷的傻笑。　　　　
　　我在熬夜的时候，接到你只为了说声："不要太累，早点睡了"的电话。　　
　　会甜甜的笑着，而且乖乖的去睡。　　　　
　　我在想着你的时候，知道你也在想着我。

但是，如果我爱你，而不巧不爱我：
　　
　　那你生病的时候，　　　　
　　我只会打通电话慰问你，不敢奢求待在你身边。　　　　
　　你骑车的时候，我只会暗暗的在心中希望你安全。　　　
　　你忘了吃晚餐，我只会笑笑的问："为什么不吃阿？"
　　你头发乱了，我只能轻轻的告诉你："头发乱了喔。"　　　
　　你想哭，只能在旁边无奈的轻轻叹气着。　　　
　　你想笑，我只能微微的对你笑着。　　　　
　　我在上课的时候，还是会念念你的名字，想想你的声音。　　　　
　　我在逛街的时候，会想到"是谁帮你买了这个了吧？" 　　　　
　　我发现了好东西的时候，会无奈的想着"会是谁告诉你这个好消息呢？" 　　
　　我失眠之后，会躲着不让你看见我的黑眼圈。　　　　
　　我在熬夜的时候，不敢期待会有电话声，响起来.. 　　
　　我在想着你的时候，会想到，这时的你，是想着谁呢?

如果雨之后还是雨，如果忧伤之后仍是忧伤，
请让我从容面对这别离之后的别离，
微笑地继续去寻找，一个不可能出现的你。

U-Mobile

2009-01-10T20:49:00.005+08:00

Today Pauline received a call from our colleague(Ken's sister) downstairs said that boss gave us free U-Mobile numbers(Pauline and I were at upstairs). She immediately asked me go downstairs to grab the numbers while stock last.
I was shocked. Is that true? FREE??

When I went downstairs, I saw all the colleagues was grabbing the numbers. All nice numbers were took by the colleagues downstairs. Elsa (Ken's 2nd sis) took 10, I duno how many Alison (Ken's elder sis), Ken and Penny took, Winnie took 5, Pauline took 5 and I also took 5.

Below are some photos:

All haven't open yet.

Promoting the new* U-Mobile

Benefits:

20% free for every top-up (Exp: Reload RM 100 get RM 20 FREE!!)
Free 1 hr talktime everyday

For more information, visit www.u.com.my

I'm now gave away the U-Mobile numbers. For those who interested, leave a comment there.

018-9834892
018-9834268
018-9834724

My Baby

2009-01-10T18:49:00.003+08:00

Preschool

Kindergarden
Upper Elementary

Name: Violet
ID: 3620940
Birthday: March 28
Age Level: Upper Elementary
Gender: Female
About Me: Love purple.
Siblings: 1 younger brother
Friend: Yellow

Link to me: http://apps.facebook.com/makeababy/baby/show_baby_profile/3620940?no_opensocial=true

祷告 Pray

2008-12-22T04:28:00.003+08:00

诗 86:6 - 耶和华阿、求你留心听我的祷告、垂听我恳求的声音。
Psalms 86:6 - Give ear, O LORD, unto my prayer; and attend to the voice of my supplications.

耶 29:12 - 你們要呼求我、禱告我、我就應允你們。
Jeremiah 29:12 - Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.

腓 4:6 - 應當一無掛慮，只要凡事藉著禱告、祈求，和感謝，將你們所要的告訴神。
Philippians 4:6 - Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

罗 8:26 - 况且我们的软弱有圣灵帮助、我们本不晓得当怎样祷告、只是圣灵亲自用说不出来的叹息、替我们祷告。
Romans 8:26 - Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.

提前 2:1 - 我劝你第一要为万人恳求、祷告、代求、祝谢。
1 Timothy 2:1 - I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men.

罗 12:12 - 在指望中要喜樂。在患難中要忍耐。禱告要恆切。
Romans 12:12 - Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer.

弗 6:18 - 靠著聖靈、隨時多方禱告祈求、並要在此儆醒不倦、為眾聖徒祈求。
Ephesians 6:18 - Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.

提摩太後書 2:22 - 你要逃避少年的私慾、同那清心禱告主的人追求公義、信德、仁愛、和平。
2 Timothy 2:22 - Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

雅歌 5:13 - 他的兩腮如香花畦、如香草臺。他的嘴唇像百合花、且滴下沒藥汁。
Song of Songs 5:13 - His cheeks are as a bed of spices, as sweet flowers: his lips like lilies, dropping sweet smelling myrrh.

可 11:24 - 所以我告訴你們、凡你們禱告祈求的、無論是甚麼、只要信是得著的、就必得著。
Mark 11:24 - Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.

彼前 4:7 - 萬物的結局近了。所以你們要謹慎自守、儆醒禱告。
1 Peter 4:7 - But the end of all things is at hand: be ye therefore sober, and watch unto prayer.

罗 1:10 - 在禱告之間、常常懇求、或者照神的旨意、終能得平坦的道路往你們那裡去。
Romans 1:10 - Making request, if by any means now at length I might have a prosperous journey by the will of God to come unto you.

诗 6:9 - 耶和華聽了我的懇求；耶和華必收納我的禱告。
Psalms 6:9 - The LORD hath heard my supplication; the LORD will receive my prayer.

祷告 Pray (Lyrics)

禱告，
因為我渺小；

禱告，
因為我知道我需要明暸，
你心意對我重要。

禱告，
已假裝不了；

禱告，
因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，
我走過的你都明白。

有些事我只想要對你說，
因你比任何人都愛我；

痛苦從眼中流下，
我知道你為我擦。

在早晨我也要來對你說，
耶穌今天我為你活；

所需要的力量你天天賜給我，
你恩典夠我用。

Curtin Masquerade Grand Ball 2008

2008-12-15T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hey, I just found these videos at Youtube. It's about Curtin's Prom Nite 2008. Enjoy..

Copyright: Curtin Student Council

给世界唯一的妳

2008-12-12T01:49:00.003+08:00

《世界唯一的妳》
作詞：徐世珍/永邦　作曲：曹格　編曲：Azlan Abu Hassan

是妳
一眼我就認出來
這是命運最美麗的安排
是愛
讓妳略過漫長等待
我們只要現在相愛
幸福就來
恨我來不及參與妳的過去
抱歉讓妳等待
我願意
付出一切交換
我靈魂的另一半

這個世界唯一的妳
是我擁有的奇蹟
對我說的一字一句
都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳
無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵
我也願意　我什麼都願意

看開
過去所有的悲哀
都只是訓練我為妳
勇敢
真愛
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
尋找了彼此一輩子
再不分開
恨我來不及參與妳的過去
抱歉讓妳等待
我願意
付出一切交換
我靈魂的另一半

I will climb the highest mountain
I will swim the deeper sea
對我說的一字一句
都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳
無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵
我也願意
我什麼都願意

愛就像一種解不開的魔咒

我願意
付出一切交換
我靈魂的另一半

I will climb the highest mountain
I will swim the deeper sea
(就算要我上天下地) 就算上天下地
我什麼都願意為妳
緊緊擁抱唯一的妳
無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵
我也願意
我什麼都願意

Tagged by MP

2008-12-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

List eight (8) random facts about yourself. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

#1. I am a boy.

#2. I love bear bears.

#3. I hate ppl who like to play a game called "backstab".

#4. I'm waiting for

#5. I like activities that involve many participants like become emcee, game master, public speaking, debate ...

#6. I love to write stories. (Now lazy to write.)

#7. I love movies esp ...

#8. I love futsal and pool.

TAG NO.2

8 things I am passionate about:
#1. God
#2. Family
#3. Friends
#4. Bear bear
#5. Books
#6. Piano
#7. XP

8 things I say too often:
#1. omigosh
#2. cham lo you
#3. what the
#4. eeee...........
#5. oic
#6. blek
#7. yea
#8. hi

8 books I’ve read recently:
#1. 90 minutes in Heaven
#2. Bible
#3. World Famous peoples
#4. 1 litre of tear
#5. Reader's Digest
#6. Survive-ing skills
#7. Novels
#8. Comics

8 songs I could listen to over and over again FOR THE MOMENT:
#1. 爱不疚 - Raymond Lam
#2. Un banc - Un arbre - Une rue
#3. 做我老婆好不好
#4. 胡彦斌 - 婚礼进行曲
#5. Cry on my Shoulder
#6. 世界唯一的你 - Gary Cao
#7. I think I Love You - Korean movie "Full House"
#8. HSM123

8 things I learned this year:
#1. God loves all of us.
#2. How to Debate
#3. Salesman's skills
#4. How to dealing with Kids
#5. Alien Languages
#6. Self Defense skills
#7. Counselling / Motivating / Phychologist skills
#8. Abortion (ECS Individual Speech)

TAG NO.3

Would you go out with you? State the reasons why you would, and why you wouldn't, and then come to a conclusion at the end.

reasons for [i would]
#1. I am me.
#2. I understand me.
#3. I love me.
#4. I love to walk.
#5. I know how to protect me.
#6. I love shopping.
#7. I don't know
#8. I forgot

reasons for [i wouldn't]
#1. I am boring.
#2. I don't know where to go.
#3. I'm speechless.
#4. I want someone active to accompany.
#5. I dunno wat to write
#6. I dunno wat to say
#7. I dunno
#8. I forgot

I tag: FlorenceC, Junny Jun, Siaw Kang, Tisha, MT, YiawSiewHui, RaymondK, CharleneF.

Tagged by JunnyJun

2008-12-08T02:34:00.003+08:00

1.What's your ambition?
- Many oh..
Obstetrics and Gynecologist, Geologist, Psychologist, Detective...

2.Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- Wow.. Good question. Can I say both?

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
- Once. When I was still kid.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
- What situation? If at stage I'd like to say YES!!

5.How many babies you want?
- A football team? I was just kidding. Max 3-4 enough le.. If not later Malaysia will become like China -- over populated. lol..

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Of course! Ever heard the story about Noah's Ark?

7.What is your goal for this year?
- 23 days left. What to do?? Learn piano, learn swimming, learn bake cake, upgrade my detective skills and also psychology skills. Finally, learn driving la..

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
- So far, NO! How about you?

9.What's a prefect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?(list 10)
- LOVE me for whom I am
- TRUST each other
- SUPPORT each other
- CARE
- HARDWORKING
- must know how to make me HAPPY
- GOOD Listener
- OBEY each other and also parents
- OPTIMISTIC
- let me THINK of the last one..

10.What are you really afraid of?
- Water

11.What are your bad habits?
- err..

12.Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
- If you hate me, just say. Not need to being ANONYMOUS and backstab me.
IF you hate me because of JELOUSY, I 'd like to say:

13.State a random fact about yourself.
- I like bear bears!!
- I like to watch movies!! "Until GILA that type."(Just borrow..)

14.What does flying means to you?
- Aeroplane??

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
- New house near campus, New car (HONDA), Piano, movies!!!!!!!!!!!

16.Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- Dunno wat it called. It was from hehehe... Secret oh..

17.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words.
- She ah.. Let me think ah. Hm.. For me, she is a good leader, nice people, friendly, caring, optimistic, sometimes she will bully people de and finally, no more idea.

18. What is your favourite food?
- I also dono.

19. What animal do you like?
- Lion

20.You want to be male/female next time?
- IF got next time, I'd like to stick to Male.

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 peoples.List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

I tag: Michelle Phua, Florence Chang, Tina, Wen Wen, Siaw Kang

我所遇到过的怪事件

2008-12-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

从我出生以来，我遇到过许多奇怪的事。这些事情见多了就不会觉得很奇怪，也不会大惊小怪。

记得我出生的第二天，躺在我左边的是一名男婴儿，我右边是我妈妈。婴儿吃饱了睡，睡饱了自然醒。当我醒来时，我看见我左边的朋友一直盯着我看。我有那么好看吗？突然，他把他的奶瓶从摇篮里扔了出来。我妈妈对我说他不要那只奶瓶了，所以要把它送给我。我听了后便笑了。
奇怪！怎么我会听得懂我母亲在说什么？

1993年，我三岁。婆婆因病去世了。出殡那一天，我没去送婆婆。我知道当时发生什么事。因为我家人至今还跟我说我那时还小，不懂事，不知道婆婆过世了。

1994年，我四岁。清明节我跟我父母亲回诗巫扫墓。当时我父母亲没跟我说不可以站在坟墓上。我父母亲当时正在忙着除草，根本没空理我。我反正也帮不上什么忙所以我便到处走走。走累了，我便站在我婆婆的坟墓上望着远方。我觉得我突然变得好高（因为有坟墓垫脚嘛）。当天晚上便回去汶莱了。凌晨三点，我父母亲已经在菜园工作了，只留下我一个人在家睡觉。突然我听见有脚步声，我便爬起来坐在床上。脚步声越来近。突然我看见我面前有一个白影。白色长头发，白色衣裤但没有脚。我当时并不害怕。它一直盯着我看，我也一直盯着它看。几分钟后，它便走了，我也继续睡觉。
现在长大了，我便和我父亲说我见到的事。他说它是我婆婆的灵魂，它不会去伤害自己的孙子。现在想起来那个影子的确很像我婆婆的样子。也许它是我婆婆吧。

200*年，我中学时去某间补习中心补习。（当时我已经搬下来美里了）当时是2月。补习老师约我在2月14日一起出去。（什么意思嘛！情人节干吗不约男友出去呀？奇怪！）结果被班上的同学们听到了，他们都说要跟我们一起去。（幸亏 ... ）

2005年某一天，班花突然当着同学们面前问我 “James，你喜欢我吗？”
什么嘛！我当场吓了一跳并且拒绝了她。（幸亏当时没在喝水，否则后果不堪设想。）
*我不后悔拒绝她。*

2006年某一天，老师们去开会。班上变成了党派。我和几位朋友成立一个党。
C，唐手道黑带，学校里的黑社会老大都怕（因为他们打不过C），象棋高手（全校第一名）。
Y，班上的大只佬 + 睡虫。老师教书他睡觉，但是功课不输人。
S，每天欺负人，是巡查员。
还有几位我忘了。
我们成立一个党主要为了消磨时间，一起聊天，下象棋，作功课。
班上还有一个更厉害的党。它是由我们全校第一名的人组成的，而且她们的党派有男有女，还有隔壁班的同学。
他们那个党在玩游戏。谁输的就要被处罚。我们的党则是在聊天。有一次全校第一名的人输了，她的处罚是要和Y说“我爱你”。当时C在喝水，全校第一名的人突然间在课室前大声说：“Y，I Love You!”
我们当时都傻眼，C的水也从嘴里喷了出来。数秒后，我们班上顿时变得鸡犬不宁。

2008年七月，在大学有个陌生人每当看见我就跟我说“嗨”。第一次我反应不过来，呆了数秒知道她再次说“嗨”。我根本不认识她，也从未见过她。第二次在食堂。我忙着照顾Geology Booth。突然她走到我面前停了下来。我还认不出是她。她突然敲了我的桌子（我正在忙着弄Registration Form）
我便问她是否要加入我们的会员。突然间听到熟悉的声音“嗨”。她说完便跑了。这时我才想起那时的情景。
第三次遇到她是在GP 403。

同样在2008年，11月29日我收到一封电邮。她称是miss jennifer，说想认识我，还叫我回复她的电邮。我看了电邮后便傻眼了。（不会吧？有谁会那么无聊？）我便把内容给了CV! Buddy 和 T.
Buddy 一点都帮不上。真是的！=P
幸亏有T，我知道下一步该怎么做了。（我会照着T 的话去做。）

我喜欢养动物。动物会通人性。以前在我的店附近有几只野狗。有两只比较好所以我便会去特别照顾它们。人临走前都会留下某些东西给恩人。那两只狗也一样。有一只较小的留下它的乳牙后不久便被车子撞死了。较大的则从它的嘴里吐出里一枚小粒的钻石。不久后我就没看见它的踪影了。我想它应该是被市议会的人捉走了。（市议会都是没人性！）

1023 Nightmare 1 week anniversary

2008-11-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

1023 to 1030, 1 week. Very soon, already 1 week.

Let's see..
S already repaired her car but I still have to wait for Toyota UMW's reply. Sigh..

1030, an memorable day.

Let's see again, if I took off my safety belt that time, I might be (not might be *it's sure) go to another world. And today, 1030 is my 1 week death anniversary. 15 years ago in 1030, my grandmother left us peacefully at 0030. My father found it first, at midnight. 15 years ago, I was 3 years old kid, everything was strange to me. I also forgot what my grandmother look like but in my memory, she was a very kind person. Photos, brought us memories.

Me, 1 week death anniversary in conjunction with my grandmother's 15 years death anniversary. I was very sad, very sad and envy that you all still can call your grandmother a grandmother.

Christian, 3 days later in 15 years ago, my family went to her funeral left me with my grandma(my mother's side) behind. I loss my grandfather and grandpa when my parents were both 10+ years old. I now still have my grandma, which I love the most.

When I was 4 or 5 years old, I went to my grandmother's grave with my family. Chinese, elderly always say do not stand on other people's grave. If not, they will come and find you. That time, I do not know anything and I never heard of that. I stand onto my grandmother's grave while my parents were busy cut the grass.

That night we want back to Brunei. I suddenly woke up at 0300, while my parents went to the farm. Suddenly I heard the sound of people walking. From far to near, very near. I stare at the door. In a few seconds, I saw a white image in front of me. It was starring at me. (White image = the image of the ghost in horror movie.)

I don't know who it was but I still remember the look until now. It has a human face, body but no legs. It was like floating. I did not feel like scare of that white image. I know, the white image was my grandmother and God always be with me that time. When I was 10+ years old, I told my father that story and my father said that she will not harm her grandson.

The white image was keep starring at me that time and I also keep starring at it. We starring at each other for few minutes (I think) and it walk away. I continue to sleep.

*Weirdo*

1027, 1 week anniversary

2008-10-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

1021 to 1027, 7 days. Many things happened in these 7 days. Are they my birthday gifts?

The most memorable surprise party: 1023 Nightmare

The most valuable birthday gift: My damaged new car

The most intimate friend: Onion

The most excited thing: 1022 ECS Individual Presentation

The most memorable day: 1026 1027, Stay overnight at my friend's house doing Programming C++ 2 project at 1930, 1026 until 0400, 1027.

The most surprise day: 1026, Buddy faced an terrible accident

World Record: I sleep at 9pm on the day I birthday, 1021. I never sleep that early before.

New Quote: Miaw~

Special thanks to: ProTechnicianFrom2E1, Sandra, vian, Onion, Buddy, Tisha, wei2, chuayf, Aileen, EdwinHo, Ben, LiewSW, Winson, LHJ, FB friends, F'ster friends, MP, Ariel, accident mates, Toyota UMW Motor, 2E1, Mr. EllisonLM and also not forgetting, Thanks God..

1023

2008-10-24T16:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, after I finished doing my physics quiz, I study my palm. I found something strange. Only Heaven Knows that that night I will faced an accident. Sigh..

What happens already happened. Forget it, tomorrow is a new day. *I hope so..*

Let it be history. 1023
God bless.

Let go?

2008-10-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

If something really happened last night, I think I cannot let go these few things.

Someone
My birthday party (was last celebrated many years ago. This year no party.)
My car
My properties
My books
My bear bears
My dream

Nearly accident

2008-10-24T16:19:00.003+08:00

I wonder if my car bring me bad luck. It was two and half month old and faced accident yesterday, which was 2 days after my birthday. But today, it almost faced an accident just now, around 1030 and the traffic light in front Court Mammoth.

Was not my fault, I saw green light and so I make an U-turn to go home. Even the car beside me also move. Usually I seldom look left. I look right to prevent my car scratch the side while make an U-turn. Suddenly when I look left, a Kancil who never follow laws, rush and almost bang into my car. I brake immediately and stopped at the center of the road. I think my brake broke down now because I press too hard to let the stupid insane Kancil cross. From my experience, the driver was driving with speed of 130km/h just now. Let you see the map.

Accident (Conclusion)

2008-10-24T16:13:00.002+08:00

Today, I manage to find 4 witnesses. They are my friends who passed by the accident scene. They witnessed that there's no car in front of Z. Assume that Z saw a ghost or even worse, talking on phone.
They said Z was a Kancil.

My case closed. I'm now waiting for the spare parts. They discussed with my father and Toyota dealer this morning and agreed to pay RM 4k.

To S, take care. Be careful next time.

Accident (Behind the Scene)

2008-10-24T15:53:00.002+08:00

What actually happened?

First, Z brake suddenly and S hit Z. I manage to brake on time. At the time before X hit me, I nearly took off my safety belt and see the condition of my car also S's car. Luckily X manage to hit me on time. If X hit me 1 second after that, I might be in the other world. A nice world which the people left Earth live. There, I can met my grandfather, grandmother, relatives and also my friends who passed away in an accident.

Let's see. When I still wearing safety belt, I still can feel that I nearly been thrown out of the car. And let us imagine if I took off my safety belt, I really been thrown out of my car. You can conclude that the impact was very big. And the momentum too, when X hit me, cause me to hit S's car. My handphone, my doggies even my bag been thrown onto the floor inside my car.

Like eldest people always said, the person that you first think of after you faced an accident was the most important person in your life. What happened? For sure, I first think of her. God, you must be kidding?! Why not my family? Why not S? Why not my friends? Why not my Buddy? My Buddy treat me so good that even I bully her she still not angry. Buddy, thanks for the support that you ever gave me especially my chemistry supplementary exam.

3-5 seconds after I stopped, X hit me. Second person I think of was actually S. After accident, we must go down and check the condition of our car. I wonder why S didn't go down and check the condition. She only go down after I go down. Scare of facing bad people? Or scare of the incident? For your information, the sound when one car hit each other was like thunderstorm. I mean the volume. And as me for the feeling, I just said that like playing bumper car, you being thrown in front. Mine was worse than bumper car.

Accident Map

2008-10-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

The map was attached and I will explain it more clearly. Me is my car, S is my friend's car.
The situation:

Z brake suddenly and S knock his car. I manage to stop on time but X knock me from behind so I knock S car. I don't know why Z brake suddenly. Maybe he saw ghost. S's car was damaged in front but nothing happened at the back. I scratch S's car cause of the car behind. The momentum was too big cause the accident. X's car was also damaged in front but my car seems ok. Estimate the repairing cost will be RM 3-6k because of my new car and also my insurance. Gosh.. The insurance...

Nevermind. Next, Area A. There was nothing there at area A. No accident happened. But after area A, accident occurs. 4 cars also.

After I settle my stuff, I went to help S because I scare her face bad people. After we settle everything, S and I went to check out the second accident. There, terrible than ours. And also windscreens on the road. Luckily no people was injured. After we all discussed everything, S decided to go home. 1 people ask us to wait the police to come but I said I need to go home and eat dinner.

Lastly, I accompany S home. She drive in front, I follow behind. Until we separate..

Accident!!

2008-10-23T20:54:00.007+08:00

I went home after my Moral lecture just now. It was raining. After the traffic light at lutong, I faced an accident. A terrible accident. It happened at around 1830. Later I'll draw a map. First of all, let you see the photos of my car. My new car!! Sigh.. I took the pictures when I arrive home.

My car's back bumper torn.

See that??

Front view of my car. Scratched!!

My rubber snake also fall down. It was made of rubber so it can stick on the deck.

Snake fall down from it's original place which is at the odometer, above the air-cond.

My doggies!! The one at the floor, original place wan on the seat. And the one on the seat, original place was on the back deck. Even my bag also fall onto the floor.

Now what? Bumper stick with tyre. Noisy!!

Saw it?

Again..

That's all the pictures. Waiting for the map. How I feel? It feels like you were riding on a bumper car. Luckily I wear seat belt. If not, I might be at the other world now. Although I'm wearing seat belt, but still I can feels that I almost been thrown out of the car.

The weird thing was, after accident happened, I first think of someone. Why not the people in front of me? She was also my classmate. Why not my family, my parents, my other friends but someone? I was wondering..

Luckily my parents didn't scold me. And also luckily the peoples are not bad peoples.

Lord, I left it to you.

21/9/08

2008-09-22T01:58:00.002+08:00

Today ..
Today I no mood at all.. (MP, I think you got some hints here.)

Luckily my Buddy online at afternoon and we chat almost the whole day and watching youtube. Thanks Buddy. You almost* cheer me up? I wash my car around 5.30pm.

Today, Geology Club organised Moon Cake Festival at campus. It starts around 9.30pm.
First, we watch video on how the moon was formed. After that, a talk given by Geology Lecturer. Then, we have some games. After game, we go to Lantern parade. We walk from LC directly to lakeside to General Purpose Building. We stopped behind GP 401. Shae Nee shared some folk tales about Moon Cake Festival and Ming Yi shared the history of Moon Cake Festival.

Then, we go to cafeteria to have our supper and also Moon Cake la... While enjoy eating, there's a talk given by representative from Malaysia Nature Society (MNS) about the Moon la..

The talk finished around 12.30pm
I reach home at 1.30pm because I play with my car. No traffic at night so I drive to town.
Fyi, now is 2.10pm and I miss my Buddy la.. My class start at 8pm later. How? I don't want to sleep!!

17/9/08 -- It's time to let go

2008-09-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of career fair in our campus. I saw her today, around 12.30pm in campus, follow her school. We divide them into teams. She was in team A while I guide team B. I don't know why, I don't have the courage to face her. We met again at lakeside. They were having lunch that time.

Sigh..

Why?

Long time no saw her, why don't have topic to chat? And why she say hi to me first? Yeah, she start first. But logically, it's boy to start first.
My first word and also last word to her. "Careful.."
That's all. What happened? Why no topic while still have few minutes to chat? Why I have topic to chat with others but not to her? Why? Why?

The reason I said "Careful.." to her is because she tripped on the root of the tree and almost fall. Stupid tree. That's the first word and the last word I said to her.

She was a school representative with me last year. But because of some reasons, we were not able to represent our school. I know her in August last year.

If I can meet her again, I wish to say:
Long time no see, how are you? How's school? Good Luck in your SPM. Take care and God bless..

*Fyi, we are just normal friend.*

Today (16/9/2008)

2008-09-16T02:31:00.002+08:00

916, what you thinking of? It's Malaysia's Day. The day that Sabah and Sarawak joined Malaya at year 1963 which is 45 years ago. But don't forget, our beloved founder of Parti Keadilan, Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim said that he WILL become our 6th Prime Minister today. I can't wait for it.

And also, he will come to Miri and will have dinner with us at Boulevard Restaurant.

14/9/2006

2008-09-16T02:07:00.002+08:00

Well well.. It's Mid-autumn Festival and also "We Love, We Care" Bintang Fundraising event. We raise fund for Palliative Care Association, Miri.

We need to arrive at Parkson at around 9am. The event itself starts at 11am sharp. We got some performances like CV! dance, magic show and song performance. There's also game booths and drink stall available. Not forgetting, Lucky Draws!! I did't play the lucky draw.

Lunch time, I asked Grace, Sheng Kai, Sam and Nic to join me at Pizza Hut. I asked my Buddy too, but she ...

P/S: YB was late!! @#$%^& *Tired waiting for him*

The whole event finished at around 5pm.
After closing ceremony, there were some cam-whorings. You know, meaning of CV!

While they still cam-whoring, Grace and I went to Popular to buy some books. We also buy some souviners at *P&C*

*Buddy, I think you can guess what I buy for souviner.

Hints:
1. Something special
2. Girl stuff but I also like.
3. Also can use as present.

Anyone who wants to guess can leave a comment except G.K.

TQ

That day.. (20/08/2008)

2008-09-03T00:02:00.003+08:00

20th August, Wednesday. What a wonderful day.. 20 08 2008 Once in 10000 years!
So what happened that day? Hmm..
I have Impromptu speech that day. But unfortunately I was having gastric on that class. I texted my Buddy. But luckily also, my turn was at the next day. First time having gastric. Stomach so pain..

How to teach your child/ren? (1)

2008-08-14T14:21:00.003+08:00

Nowadays, I observed that many parents do not know how to teach their children.
From the time I work as a part time, I saw two types of parents.

I saw a foreigner. His child wants to throw the rubbish. The kid gave his father his rubbish but his father point to the rubbish bin nearby. The kid quickly ran to the rubbish bin and throw the rubbish. From my observation, the kid was two or three years old.

Then, I saw a local parent. Her daughter gave her the rubbish. You know what the parent do?

She took the rubbish and throw it onto the floor. ONTO THE FLOOR!!!
What kind of parent is that?!

I saw the situations in the same shopping complex.

Some more.. I don't know what to write..

Karate

2008-08-14T13:59:00.004+08:00

Hey all..

I've joined Karate Club. It's nice..
I defeated 1 black belt, 1 purple belt.
I draw with 1 green belt, no win no lose..
And I lose to 1 blue belt. Sigh..

But sadly, my mother wants me to quit. ~!@#$%^&*()_
HATE!!!

Ever heard of a story?

A grandfather was a famous artist. One day, his grandson draw a picture of a cat. The artist said:"Cat doesn't look like this, the colour is wrong, not pink colour."
One day, the grandson draw a picture of a horse. The artist said:"This is not a horse, horse does not have horns."

The moral of the story is: 'DO NOT said this is not good, this is wrong... Know what? This is their creativity. Don't block their creativity.'

One day, a professor draw a circle at the University's whiteboard and ask the students:"What's that?"
All the students was very happy because they knew the answer. "That is easy. It's a CIRCLE"

The professor did the same thing at the secondary school. The students' respond was
"A Circle", "Capital letter 'O'"

In primary school.
"Zero", "Capital letter 'O'", "Circle", "Moon"

Kindergarden
"Ball", "Balloon", "O", "Zero", "Moon", "Circle", "Wheel", "Round", "No, no.. It's the teacher's eye when she get angry!!".

See?

Thank you..

2008-08-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

Thank you..
Thanks for caring me..
Your last job starts at 12.00pm today and ends at 1855.
1200 start, 1230 reach campus, 1755 leave campus, 1845 reach Petronas and 1855 reach home.

Thank you..
You got extra time to do..
That is tomorrow, 1100.

Your last trip. Our last trip.
Farewell, My Avanza...

Not bad eh..

2008-08-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

My game proposal for CV! gathering was chosen 2 out of 3 proposals. The one not been chosen actually I also want to turn down.

Hmm.. Not bad sitting at the "high" place.

Committee Member of Curtin Geology Club
Project Manager for an event in Curtin Geology Club
One of the Game Master for CV! gathering
Representing Geology Club for the Clubs meeting
Uni student

Hmm.. Work Hard..

Please join...

2008-08-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

Curtin Volunteers! (CV!)

CV! Gathering this sat (2/8)
1230 - 1800
LT
Remember to bring your own towel and Xtra Tshirt. We have surprise for you all.. (Only station masters will know.)
How much? It's FREE!!
Got free foods and free Tshirt.

Apple Box Picture

Like to take picture or film shooting? Please join.

Debate Club

Like to debate? Want to learn?
Can choose either English or Chinese.
Membership: RM5/semester
This saturday welcoming party, 1200 - 1400, LT

Last but not least, my club la..
Curtin Geology Club

Open to ALL Curtin Studentsss...
Lambir Trip + Jungle Trekking at 15/16 August, 2D1N
Visit to Niah Cave at 11 October
Moon Cake Festival, 14 September, 8pm at Curtin Village.
Membership is the cheapest among ALL clubs. (CV! is not a club so not counted) RM5/year or RM2.50/semester..
The trip was open to public but priority give to member first.

This week..

2008-08-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

Well, this week was the first study week in Curtin. Let's see..

Monday, take care of the CV! booth and go tutorial.
Tuesday, take care of the CV! booth, go tutorial, go dinner, back campus, meeting 8pm till 10pm.
Wednesday, take care of the Geology booth, take care of the CV! booth, go tutorial.
Thursday, take care of the CV! booth, go tutorial, take care of the Geology booth, go lecture.
Friday, 8am lecture, 9.30am small meeting, 10am Geology Club committee meeting, 12pm Debate Club, 2pm Station Master meeting, 5pm CV! helper gathering/meeting.
Saturday, go campus, debate club welcoming party, CV! gathering.
Sunday, see first.

Hmm.. Kinda full..
Buddy, My new hobby is skip my breakfast and lunch. Wednesday I have my breakfast!! Awesome. But I forgot to take my lunch.

MP, you are right. Everything happens have it own reasons. Most of them are good..

The Clubs Meeting

2008-07-28T08:42:00.002+08:00

Well, about the meeting. The meeting was held by Student Council everytime the semester begins. When I reach Council Room, only one club was there. So that means I am the second representative for the club who reach early. Well, I am quite nervous because most of the Clubs got 2 to 3 representatives.

Only 19 clubs go for the meeting. And Melissa got a new nick name because of the meeting. Go figure, I won't tell.. So, that's all.. Because the meeting was somehow PnC.

And thanks to the club's treasurer for supporting me. *I know we cannot play with mobile phone during the meeting. I choose the time to play with it because my treasurer gave me some information about our club.*

And also thanks to the club's President for giving me the chance to attend such a grand meeting.

My Timetable..

2008-07-28T08:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Campus timetable always change.. Sigh..

Ok, here's some of my schedule.

After O-week, It's O-noon. I didn't attend the O-noon because I have something to do.
I spend my last 2 hols by watching DVDs that I borrow from Azie, Thanks Azie..
And also go some dinner and also something..
*By the way, thanks to Tisha, buddy, Azie, XJ, onion for **something***.

Today is Monday and the Campus's timetable changed. I just realise it last night, sigh.. Today, I gonna take care of the CV! booth (full time). Then, I attend my lecture until 5pm. After that, I think I either go to computer lab or library to do some study. Then I go have some dinner outside the campus. After dinner, I will go to library or New study area to have some revision and waiting for the time to pass. I have a meeting at 8pm.

This coming saturday I involve in CV! gathering. Next saturday and sunday, I will attend a health talk by a famous doctor come from Taiwan. The ticket is RM150 nett per head. RM150 include the venue, which is in Imperial Hotel, one dinner, one lunch, some tea break, red wine, and many more. I don't think there's any ticket left, if got I'll let you know.
(Oh no, sorry for cannot date you out..)

I know my schedule quite full but we've learn something -- Time Management.

Take Care~

Big task..

2008-07-24T01:59:00.002+08:00

"James, are you free tomorrow at three? There are clubs meeting at Council Room at three tomorrow. We need you to represent our club to go for the meeting."

I was shocked when I received a call from my club's president. Clubs Meeting, means every clubs will send at least one representative to go for the meeting. But my president was not free tomorrow, so I need to represent the club to go for the meeting.

Long time didn't attend a formal meeting and that is the biggest meeting. Can I do it? Since my president asked me to go, I must believe in myself.

And I hope that the club's treasurer are free so that at least got one experience person represent and accompany me. Hope everything will flow smoothly.

The Pretender

2008-07-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

"The Pretender" - A nick name.

Today when the Detective Game are going on, I stand-by at the Geology Lab for they are looking for the clue at the Common Room.

I stand in front of the Geology Lab like a stup**, pretend nothing happens. Detective Game, everyone are the suspects. So, they also must suspect me but they are not suspect-ing me.

After a while, one of the people suspect me holding the clue. Yea, I'm holding it.

What I want them to do is get into their group and give me their group cheer or the curtin clap. Tisha's group was so funny. Guys, where's your team spirit? One of the group don't even have a group cheer. Friends, this is the third day of the orientation week.

Yea, I got that nickname because I just pretend nothing happens. We, the CV!s who were taking care of the stations cannot wear our name tag so that the new students don't recognise us. After the time is up, we check other booths or stations to make sure that all the clues that some groups can't find are took off because some clues are stick at somewhere.

The Pretender, not bad.. Undercover.. Haha..

I happy, I LOL.. (23/7/2008) *Additional

2008-07-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

Yea, I missed one thing..

I'd like to thanks onion too...

First of all, I would like to thanks my buddy and onion. They ... *private..

Thanks Lord..

gtg

I happy, I LOL.. (23/7/2008)

2008-07-23T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hi, this is my first post after I became CV! at O-week. First of all, I want to talk about today (23/7/2008). I just reach home ah.. Now is 1503.

0830, Leature Theather. Tisha said to everyone: "Remember ah, tomorrow is my big day. Don't forget."
1045, Geology Sedimentary Lab. Today they play The Detective Game. I was holding clues and stand-by at Geology Lab because the place that they want to find is Common Room. The game starts at 1000. Finally, somebody found me there at 1045. I pretend that nothing happens because they need to ask me am I holding the clues or not and remember, everybody are the suspects. I'm shocked that no one suspect me. But got one clever people suspect me. Fine, they won. But, they need to give me their group cheers or curtin clap or both. Objective: To test their group work. Tisha's group most funny. For more, ask me in private.
1305, GP 402 Room 106. I saw my supplementary result.
FP-033 Chemistry I PX
I feel happy. My buddy happier than me. First of all, I'd like to thanks my buddy for *private*, my 1E1 friends, Azie, MP, someone?, everyone...
1317, Cafeteria. I feel so happy. Finally, I joined my favourite club! Hooray!!
1530, GP 402 outside Room 101. Ask me in private but it's limited for few people only.

To my buddy, I hate you, I hit you, I like you for being my buddy. Finally, I thank you.
Wow, It's almost time and I need to go my shophouse now. Maybe later..

Sigh..

2008-07-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

Sigh..

Miri so small..
I enter 3rd Sem Foundation.
I drop Chemistry 062 and Engineering Mathematics 062.
I cannot graduate with my buddy..
I worry my Chemistry 061 Supplementary Result.. Out tomorrow...

I wonder why Miri so small... I still remember what BN promised when the election's coming this year. They promised that if they won the election, they will build Miri.. But then, it's still remain that small.. Sigh...

3rd Sem Foundation, not bad also but need to sacrifice many things... And the most important thing I sacrifice is I cannot graduate with my buddy.. Hmm.. So sad..

And, I drop my Chemistry 062 and also Engineering Mathematics 062. I'll continue them in 3rd Semester later..

And for the Supplementary result, It will be out in late afternoon by tomorrow.. So scary..
And no more Supplementary Exam for Physics and Engineering Mathematics.. So strict...

And the personal messages at my msn, you dunno why I'm happy and I dun wan to tell...

How?

2008-07-13T01:41:00.003+08:00

"Haih...this is sumthing I get from one of my friend.. this is his experience..He saw the girl that he likes with another guy...." adapted from http://michelle6246.blogspot.com/

Lets see.. If the person you like stick with an opposite gender, what's your respond? You don't know the relationship between them, how you act? Go and chase that person away? Pretend that nothing happens? Or let the person you like go?
Think carefully before you act. If they are just friend and you go to chase that person away, what will the person you like think of you? And if they are couple and you pretend nothing happens, you will lose someone you like,right?

Would you let go of the person you like? The question is can you let go of the person you like? If me, I confirm I can't let go.

I can understand the feeling when saw the person you like with an opposite gender. It's HURT! Yea, really hurt. But what to do? He/She can be with anyone since you both are not couple yet. So? Have Faith in Him. Be patient. But I cannot. :(

It's early morning at here now. Why? Why I cannot sleep? When I close my eyes, she appear in front of me. Tell me why!!

But then, thanks onion, buddy, pro... Luckily I still have you all..

Nothing to say..

2008-07-12T03:02:00.003+08:00

The result was out yesterday at 5pm. I'm dissapointed with my Malaysian Studies, Chemistry and Engineering Mathematics result. I'm also shocked with my WRS and Physics result.

My result:

FP-040 Engineering Mathematics I 35 F
FP-045 Programming in C++ (I) 50 5
FP-033 Chemistry I 47 X
MPW 2133 Malaysian Studies 52 5
FP-052 v1 Research and Writing Skills 061 56 5
FP-050 Physics I 50 5
Course Status: Terminated

Not good. Need to re-test my chemistry and re-take the Engineering Mathematics. 3 more days. 3 more days left and I'll re-test my chemistry.
16/7/2008, 830, G2 101.

Good Luck.

Yesterday I go to campus at about 1pm to see the venue for the assignment. I was shocked with the scene. Only the pro knew. Let's keep it secret.
God, help me.. I cannot forget that scene.

I'm shocked when my buddy told me something about that one. Secret again. Hmm..
When you help others, they just stabbed you in behind. Thats hurt! (My buddy, 2008)
Forget about it.. Can you?

I still have time to blogging. I cannot stay calm for the supplementary test.
I just want to witness a miracle in my life....dear Lord...You do know....Amen.. (Phua, M, 2008)

And I wonder if someone can beat onion or not.

FP-040 Engineering Mathematics I 93 9
FP-045 Programming in C++ (I) 90 9
MPW 2133 Malaysian Studies 71 7
FP-033 Chemistry I 87 8
FP-052 v1 Research and Writing Skills 061 76 7
FP-050 Physics I 89 8
Course Status: Good Standing

Hmm.. Thanks everyone. Especially onion, buddy, the pro, Zim, ...

Lord, lead me.. You are the way..
Bible said: (Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. - John 14:6 front)

"Have FAITH" - MP

I miss...

2008-07-09T04:27:00.002+08:00

I miss that someone.. And every soar candidates. Not forgetting, my buddy too..

My best friends: As you can see, who can disturb me when I'm busy in my msn personal message.
The 1 who call h/self pro, onion, XJ, Ch@2 members, team mates and someone. Because no enough space, I only can list that much. That group of peoples are those who always online except ...

Who else are upgraded lately as my Best friends? They are:
The 1 who call h/self pro, onion, XJ, Ch@2 members, Team mates, Cubby, Buddy, Conan, All the Curtin Geology Club committee members, Vincent, Azie, CV! peoples, Team 666 members and many more.

Best friends can nudge me when I'm busy.

Buddy, remember your promise. :P

Result for final exam

2008-07-09T04:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Two more days left and the result is out. For degree student, the result is out.

To MP, you not scare for the result because you are doing well in examination.

For me, I don't know why I fall sick during exam. That's my first time. First time fall sick during exam. And my internal mark, sigh..

Have faith? I think so..

Cheer me up when I'm down.

2008-07-09T04:15:00.002+08:00

One day I'm really stressed and the someone cheer me up.

And the day before final, thanks to onion and my buddy.

And few days ago, thanks to MP.

MP told me this joke. Before that, I want to warn the peoples with heart attack, don't read this post or you read at your own risk.

One day there was a priest sitting in a pew with a very worried and nervous look, and another priest saw him and wondered what was wrong. The second priest thought he should try to help, so he approached his distraught associate and asked him what was wrong. "Well" the first priest said, "have you ever heard of a Freudian Slip?" "No," said the other priest. "Well" said the first priest, "it's when one slips and says something one is thinking usually when it is the least opportune time." "Oh," said the second priest, "so, what happened?" "Well, today I performed a wedding and you know the part when you say 'I now pronounce you man and wife'?" asked the first priest. "Yes?" said the second priest. "Well that is what I meant to say, and what I actually said was, "I now sentence you to death."

"Choices", good or bad? (Respond)

2008-07-09T03:48:00.002+08:00

We have many choices in our life. Everyday we have many choices. For example, choose want to eat or not, want to sleep or not and many other examples I can list all down if you want.

The point I want to say is:
'With many choices in this world, you will somrtimes choose the wrong things, wrong priorities, wrong course and even the wrong person (life companion)' (Phua, M 2008, Forum - "Choices", good or bad?. Retrieved July 7, 2008, from http://todaneverland.blogspot.com/2008/07/forum-choices-good-or-bad.html#comments/)

MP, that's my point!! Whatever.. Yea, sometimes we can have many choices and we've chosen the wrong ones. The most terrible is chosen the wrong life companion.

"Have faith in God and He will arrange everthing for you." That's the word that MP always told me. Thanks MP. Want to hear a funny story? I ever told one person to have faith in God and let Him decide everything for h**. Know what that person told me? That person told me that no need to please the God for everything. If not, He will become very tired.

I laugh when I saw the respond. I don't know what to tell h**. Sigh..

Too active in co-curiculum good or not (Respond)

2008-07-09T03:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks for taking part in the forum. Here's my respond.

I've joined many clubs through-out my student life. For those who know me well, I am an active member for the clubs that I join. My parents and friends understand me that I've no time in weekend because I'm busy with clubs activities. I usually cancelled off the time I spend with my friends at last minutes. I never been blamed by my friends for that.

But in *th June 2008, something happened. The day before that at late evening, I confirmed that I'll attend an event on the next day. Actually, on *th June, my assignment group need to discuss the next step for the assignment.

*th June, I put my personal message as "afk.. At *** now." and for my auto message, I put "afk.. I'm at *** now. Leave message. If anything urgent please message me or call me at 01* *******" When I reached home at about 11pm, I saw my chat box full of nudge and bad words. I wonder if the person can read what I wrote at auto message and my personal message or not. You all can start to discuss without me and told me the result. That's all.. Sigh.. Some more and I don't want to say again.

That's the first time peoples can't understand me. For that stup** reason, I get the lowest mark compared among all the students who do that assignment. Can that person be rasional?

And what I hate is.. Continue at other post..

The assignment

2008-07-09T03:09:00.002+08:00

As you can see the personal message at my msn, I said that I'm doing assignment. Don't disturb except the one who called h/self "pro", onion, XJ, Ch@2 members, team mates and someone.. You knew who you are.

Well.. Some of my friends asked about my assignment. It's summer holiday right? Why I have assignment? The only thing I can say, it's CV! assignment. For more information, I'll keep it as P&C and only 30+ people knew more about it.

Few of my friends asked how's my assignment going. Thanks for "caring". My assignment was going smoothly. This Monday, which is two days ago, I went to campus to find my team mate to discuss about the assignment. I met some "team mates" which are same status as me. I mean the "journey".

So, I stop my assignment first for it's already early morning.

Good night/morning all.

Long time no see, how are you?

2008-07-07T04:48:00.002+08:00

To the Special Someone,

How are you nowadays? It's holiday now and I'm kinda bored here. Do you know what I'm doing when I'm bored? I always thinking of you. Your everything.. Sorry, I'm a bit busy after the final exam and cannot comply my promise. But I'll date you out after I finished my last assignment. Still remember the words that I said to you at the final day of the exam? And one important thing I said to you the day after the final exam. I'll tell you the answer when I'm free. So, happy holidays and remember sleep early. Take care, God Bless.

To my high-school representation partner,

Hmm~ Hi. Long time no see, how's life? And how's school? I first know you at the last day of my SPM second trial exam. We are asked by your class monitor to met the teachers. And we met each other at the staffroom. That's the time I get to know more about you. Outside the staffroom, some of the students mistakenly believe that we are lovers. Kinda funny. No more behind the scene. Lets keep that as P&C. So, how's your preparation for the SPM? Good Luck and take care. God Bless..

To my CV! buddy,

Quite sometimes no met each other and lost contact for a few days. How are you? And how's the trip? Remember to find me when you're in Miri. And don't forget to buy me some presents. I'm just kidding.. But remember to take photos. No more fun without you in Facebook. So, come back early ya. I know I am mean. lol~ Lastly, take care. And please send my regards to your best friend. Thank you..

To all 2nd Sem 08 SOAR First Training Candidates,

How are you all? Thanks all for the bondings. And nice to meet you all. For those who've been chosen to continue your journey, congrats and please do your best. For those who cannot continue their journey in the way you like, don't be sad. You still can continue your journey using the other way. So, I hope we all will continue our journey and hope we'll meet each other again during O-week. Very very last, I mean lastly, take care, God Bless.

To my assignment partner,

Hi. Remember go campus later to discuss the assignment. So, thanks for finding me as your teammate. Good luck, God Bless.. Take care.

Forum - "Choices", good or bad?

2008-07-06T05:01:00.003+08:00

We have many choices in our life. Too many choices have it own advantages and also disadvantages.

Too many choices can lead us to loss something that's good or important.
Too many choices can help us to choose what we want.

So, what's your opinion?

Voice out!

Wonder~~

2008-07-06T04:52:00.003+08:00

"I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see
It's just a Yellow Lemon Tree" -- Lemon Tree

Sometimes I wonder, I wonder why this happened to me. I keep wondering..

"Everything that happened has it own reasons" -- MichellePSH
Maybe she is true.

1 day I found that my journey has stopped. "Nope, you journey won't stopped here. You still can continue your journey using the other way." said MichelleT.

She's right. There are many choices around us. I wonder again. I wonder why she can see the problem using the other way but I cannot.

"Choices", good or bad?

1 Litre of Tears

2008-07-06T04:36:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes I feel like my body doesn't belong to me. What's happening to me?" -- Kito Aya

This dorama is about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called “Spinocerebellar Degeneration” when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

The plot is based on the true story of a Japanese girl named Kito Aya, who had the same disease. She kept writing in her dairy to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family, friends, and boyfriend. Her diary “1 Litre of Tears” was published after her death, because of its inspiring and courageous message of

“Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.”

So far, over 18,000,000 copies of her diary have been sold.

Synopsis

This dorama starts right before Aya is confronted with the illness, Spinocerebellar Degeneration, in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance–including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord–transform and eventually disappear.

Ikeuchi Aya (Sawajiri Erika), a 15 year old girl, is the eldest daughter in a normal Japanese family. She lives with her reliable mother, Shioka, who works as a nutritionist, her father, Mizuo, the wacky owner of a tofu shop, her quiet younger brother, Hiroki, and two younger sisters, the sarcastic Ako and innocent Rika. On the day of her high school entrance exam, she left the house full of energy, but she missed her stop to get off the bus and walk to her high school because she fell asleep. She quickly got off and ran from the bus in the rain when she discovered she was late. She slipped, fell down and injured her knee. At that time, she met Haruto Aso, who was trying to skip the exam. He gave her a ride to school, the administrators allowed them to take the exam (despite the fact that Haruto was uninterested in taking it), which they both later passed.

The new semester began, Aya and Haruto were in the same class, and both were elected as the representative of their class. Aya also joined the basketball team, and was reunited with the boy who she was fond of from the male basketball team. Just as she was beginning to enjoy her high school days, Aya starts to experience some physical difficulties. She always dropped food from her chopsticks, could not estimate the distance of the objects in front of her, could not pour water into a cup without spilling it, and occasionally wobbled while walking. Her mother, Shioka, who was the only one to notice the physical changes in Aya, started to worry about what was going on.

One day, Aya’s life started to change after she tripped and fell. She couldn’t protect herself with her hands while falling and she hurt her face. After this, her illness is slowly revealed and her tragedy begins…

More or less know a bit..

Spinocerebellar Degeneration

An autosomal recessive inherited disorder that leads to the progressive dysfunction of the cerebellum, spinal cord and peripheral nerves.
Symptoms usually begin in childhood before puberty and consist of an unsteady gait (ataxia), slurred speech (dysarthria) and jerky eye movements (nystagmus). Other findings include kyphoscoliosis, hammer toe, heart disease and high arches. Congestive heart failure is a common complication. There is no known treatment and prognosis is poor.

Bored..

2008-07-06T04:06:00.002+08:00

I said I HATE holidays because it's very boring. What are your schedules during holidays? The schedules clashed between most of the peoples.

Wake up, eat, movie, online, chatting, gamming, sleeping.

That's all..

I went to book fair last night and bought many books. I LOVE reading. How about you? I like to read novels, short stories, motivation books... NOT comics, reference books neither text books.

Now I just finished 1 of the novels. Scary right? I can finish the whole novel in about 2 hours depends on the situation and the thickness of the book.

Reading can help you to gain more knowledge on how to write good essays and improve your languages.

Now, I'd like to recommend a movie to you. It a very touching korean movie titled "1 Litre of Tears."
A real story actually about a girl named Aya Kito (19 July 1962 - 23 May 1988).

Plot:

Aya Kito was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar ataxia when she was 15 years old. The disease causes the person to lose control over their body, but because the person can retain all mental ability the disease acts as a prison. Aya discovers this disastrous news as the disease has already developed. There is no cure.

Through family, medical examinations and rehabilitations, and finally succumbing to the disease, Aya must cope with the disease and live on with life until her death at the age of 25.

Must Watch!!

I bought her dairy last night at book fair. Between that 6 years, when she was 14 till 20, she started to wrote everything happened inside the dairy because she feels something wrong with her since she was 14 and she discovered that she had sufferred from the illness when she was 15. She had loss the ability to write when she was 20. Do you know how many dairies she had wrote between that 6 years? The answer is 46 dairies!

Help!!

2008-07-05T12:05:00.002+08:00

HELP!!!

So bored at home.. Cannot watch Youtube. I don't know what happened to the Youtube. It runs only 0:02 and it stuck there..

So, if anyone can repair it, please help..

Thanks...

Forum - "Too active in co-curiculum good or not"

2008-07-05T04:10:00.003+08:00

I'd like to hear from you all about the topic "Too active in co-curriculum good or not".

You can write anything that you want to say in comment.

Too active in co-curriculum or clubs got many benefits and disadvantages.

So write your comment..

Random... *Update

2008-07-05T04:01:00.003+08:00

Regarding to the previous previous previous post titled "Random..."

Something is missing.

That is the BEST motivator: Michelle Thye
Reason: Err.. It's kinda private so I'll keep it P&C..

And 1 more thing..
The BEST motivators(Not a candidate of 2nd Sem SOAR Advisor First Training 08): Michelle Phua, Yen Shan Shan
Reasons: Wow.. Too private.. P&C also.. We knew each other, that's enough..

1 more week left..

2008-07-05T03:54:00.002+08:00

To ALL Foundation Humans..
Opss.. I mean Peoples.. Foundation Peoples..

Can you all feel the HEARTBEATS now?

1 MORE WEEK LEFT and the results are ...

I think I fail all the subject except my Malaysian Studies..

2008 2nd Sem Announcements

2008-07-04T03:13:00.003+08:00

From the President of Student Council, Melissa Alison Liew:

Curtin Open Day

There will have no open day this year.
Postponed to April 2009 regarding to Curtin 10 years anniversary

But then, you no need to be sad. There will have other event to replace it.

Curtin Carnival

Replace Curtin Open Day
30th August 2008
Just a carnival(Melissa do not want to tell.)

International Night

24th August 2008
Imperial Hotel
Not only for foreign students. We exchange our tradition with International students.

Prom Night

Excited?
27th September 2008
Eastwood Valley
Theme not yet decide. If have any idea, please let them know.

That's all.. Thank you, Bye bye...

Random..

2008-07-04T02:03:00.003+08:00

Regarding to the Sem 2 SOAR Advisor First Training, I have been working together with most of the candidates. In my opinion, among all the candidates I have co-operated with, the BEST:

Actor: Gerain Chan
Behind the Scene: Tisha made him famous with the character of "homesick boy".

Person with many ideas in the discussion: Ophelia Loh

Person to deal with the boring discussion(When we finished our discussion and still got time left): Tisha Chin
Behind the Scene: She had lots of IQ questions awaiting for you. Because still got time left, we play..

Person with alot of jokes: Ian
Behind the Scene: Secret.

Photographer: Karen
She took lots of photos.

Companions: ShinChan in my car(Got secret behind it), Vincent Chin, Azie, Siaw Kang
Behind the Scenes: Secret behind the ShinChan I cannot tell, Vincent - we do our individual project together, Azie - Can tell?? Secret also, Siaw Kang - Good Day Cafe and discuss some private things and he helped me with my song.

Persons that can playing around when break-time:

Kenneth Ung
Devan
Eleena
Azie
Vincent Chin
Yen Sheng
Fang Jun
Grace Kan
Siaw Kang
Maybe got some more I forgot..

Behind the Scene: We sang "Barney song", "Twinkle twinkle little star", "ABC", "Do Re Mi" outside the caferia toilet.

Anything that I forgot to mention?

I also met some new foreign friends:

Niu Shu Na from China
Thin Mya Thu from Myanmar

And also met some old friends:

Kenneth Ung from my high school
Fang Jun from Malaysian Studies group
Ophelia(I think I ever met her before in my high school)
Vincent Chin from Curtin Geology Club
Siaw Kang - My O-nite member.. (I am Red Team Leader.)
Devan from Malaysian Studies group also
Some CV! members

And work together with some peoples that I want to work with:

Tisha Chin
Wong Kah Wai
Vincent Chin
Azie
Gerain
Siaw Kang

And of course get to knew some new local friends:

Grace Kan (G.K.)
Dylan Poh (Dylan)
Yen Sheng (Yam Sheng - means "cheers" in chinese)
Fared

Pictures of the SOAR Advisor First Training

2008-07-02T14:09:00.004+08:00

Well, in the previous post I mentioned about the training. If you want to see the pictures, just copy and paste the website below.

http://www.kayren86.multiply.com/photos/album/20/SOAR_Advisors_Recruitment_and_Training_Sem_2_2008/

WARNING: Open at your OWN RISK. I don't know what will happen.
Well.. Just open it..

SOAR Advisor First Training Sem 2, 2008

2008-07-02T12:13:00.002+08:00

After compete-ing with a few hundreds of peoples, 30 peoples were chosen to go for the training. The training starts at 27-29 June 2008 (Fri-Sun). I am the one out of that 30 peoples.

First Day of Training

Starts at 9am at RC 1 or Kenyalang 1. We all wear formal. The first day of the training is right after my final examination day. They, the seniors, introduced the basic of SOAR and what they do. Student Orientation Advisory Registration or in short, SOAR, helps the new students during the Orientation Week. It's also a part of Curtin Volunteer or CV! since 2004. Orientation at Semester 2 starts at 21-26 July 2008.

Next, the 3P Talk. Kelvin talked about Professionalism while Hisham talked about Personality. Before break time, we are taught by a few experienced SOAR Advisors on how to handle the introvert students. After that, we are divided into 5 groups and assigned a project. I'm in group 4 with Tisha, Karen, Azie and Vincent. The topic for our group's project is "Examination". We need to do a research based on the examination in Curtin.

We have our lunch break at 12.45pm until 2.30pm. We need to use the break time to do our research after we finished our lunch. All the candidates and the seniors sat together with the table combined. We are one Family!

2.30pm, we went back to RC1 and listened a talk given by Gerain on "Stage Fright". After the talk, we present our presentation. Our group was the second last group to present our presentation.

After all the presentation had finished, we were assigned to do a individual project or research based on the departments and offices. And before we left, a announcement was made and most of us were shocked after we heard that announcement.

Kah Wai, Vincent and I have our dinner at One-Stop Cafe while Eleena take away.

During first toilet break, I heard a bad news. I cannot accept the truth. For me, it's a bad news but for others, maybe it's a good news. I don't want to mention it now.

Second Day of Training.

Wear casual, starts at 9.00am at RC 1. A talk given by Raymond on the departments and the offices in Curtin. After that, we were given 2 assignments and we were free to choose our own group members.

First assignment, we stick to our group because lazy to choose. We discussed based on the topic "Biggest Challenges faced by group leader". My idea was crashed with the other members idea so I only can keep quiet.

Second assignment we need to switch partner. That means I cannot stick with Tisha, Karen, Azie and Vincent anymore. I let others find me and I am in a group of 4. Kah Wai, Siaw Kang, Ophelia and me. We discussed our second topic "Hardest Decision made by you in your lifetime". Because it is very common question, we have a lot of ideas.

After the discussion we do rounding session. After rounding, most of us go to lunch at Good Day Cafe. Can I list the names here?

After lunch, the next session start at 1pm. A talk given by Ian on "Student Council". I'll get to that later. After Ian's talk, we are divided into groups again to discuss "The Emergency Cases During O-week". I still let them to find me. I am in a group with Tisha, Gerain and Siaw Kang.

After discussion, we have our group sketch. 5 groups 7 topics were given. We let Tisha to choose the topic. She choose the topic "During O-week, 1 of the student was homesick." We need to act it and include a solution into the sketch. We are given 20 minutes to prepare our sketch.

Know what? It's second day of training and our "bonding" are stronger due to we ever co-operated with each other the previous day so we only used up 15 minutes to think on how to act and practiced. Gerain, as the main actor, the homesick boy in Siaw Kang's group, Siaw Kang as the group leader, Tisha as the experienced SOAR Advisor and me, act as the no experience or new SOAR Advisor. Can I mention "behind the scene" here?

After that, we have our rounding session and we all go home.

Third Day of Training

Starts at 12pm at RC 1. Wear Casual as well. First, I "think" May was playing "missing" and she enter at 12.40pm. But I'm wrong. Actually another "P" was missing. "Punctuality". During that 40 minutes, we practice our songs. Some of them playing with the other songs. You don't want to know behind the scenes. After that, all the experienced SOAR Advisors are wanted to stand in front and dance the 3 dances.

Second semester O-week events were brief through. What is the shocking announcement?? Oh well, we'll have our Karaoke session. Not need to afraid, it's not Malaysian Idol or any others. It's just to test your courage or braveness in front of many peoples. We need to choose at least 3 minutes long english song.

While waiting for the others to give their songs to Raymond and wait for them to set up the PA system, we have our toilet break. We do something stupid outside the toilet and you don't want to know. That's all..

最もおかしな日本のビデオ The Most Funniest Japanese Videos

2008-05-31T01:41:00.001+08:00

仕事にうんざりですか？時計のビデオレッツ！楽しむ。
Feel Bored? Let's watch the videos! Enjoy.

ゴールデンボールGolden Balls

笑いシリーズ Laughter Series

English

A very touching story.

2008-05-29T12:19:00.002+08:00

From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often.
Though the girl love the guy deeply,but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice.
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,..all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forgeteverything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered.
When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
If u really like the story, repost it so that ur friends can read it too.. How many guys are willing to do that today?

Busy!

2008-05-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is Tuesday! Nonsence..
Now already 12:16am

Tomorrow or can say few hours later, we need to perform a drama at Lecture Theater for our Malaysian Studies subject. Now, I need to go downstairs to prepare my stuff like clothes. I need to act 2 characters and I only got less than 2 minutes to change into another clothing. Rush..

Hungry now.. Maybe need to prepare my supper as well.

I need to go now. C ya..

P/S: Thanks for accompany me the whole day yesterday. Miss ya..

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hey all.. Today is Mother's Day. How do you celebrate Mother's Day? Cakes? Dinner at restaurant?

Some of you even wish your mother "Happy Mother's Day" at your blog! Cool~

Let's imagine how the orphans celebrate their Mother's Day. So sad..

Now, let's imagine again the animal. How they celebrate their Mother's Day? Want to know the answer? Watch this..

See, even animals love their mama. So, some of you who don't like your own mama, I don't know how to say. I like the part at last 5 seconds. "I Love My Mama!"

Tata.. Peace! Smile Always!!

Tagged

2008-05-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

What is your name?

James Lee

Favourite song?

做我老婆好不好 (Will you be my wife?)

Current song that on your mind?

做我老婆好不好 (Will you be my wife?)

Last movie you watched?

Ah Long Pte Ltd

Current mood?

Fine

What's your dream?

Ask me personally

Prefer Black or White colour?

Black

Current relationship status?

Single

Did anything stupid today?

Yea, dun wan to tell you..

Missing someone? Who?

Err.. Yea.. Secret.

This weekend's plan?

M'sian Studies Drama Practice

What's your ambition?

Geologist (Since 2006)

Prefer movie or music?

Movie

Last person you text?

Hii Wei Wei

Last person text you?

Hii Wei Wei

Last person you IM?

My CV!'s buddy, fair, Xiao Jie

Last person you called?

Hii Wei Wei

Ever representing school before?

Yea.. Many times already..

Been on the newspaper before?

Yea.. *Proud?*

Ever been to the movie before?

Yea, twice only..

Name 5 things around you.

Headset
Laptop
Dictionary
Handphone
Scanner
Printer
Desktop

Favourite flower?

Calla Lily (海芋)

Last person make you laugh?

Secret

Any plan next week?

Drama for M'sian Studies!!
"I can't WAIT to be KING!!" -- quote from "The Lion King"
Wants to know what character I act, Foundation people, DON'T SKIP the Lecture next week.

Name 5 Person you want to tag

MichellePSH
George
Albert
Charlene
Lau Xiao Jie

Tagged Again?

2008-05-02T17:50:00.002+08:00

A) LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

Car
Air tickets
House
Books
Anything

B) YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF SOMEONE OPPOSITE SEX YOUR THINKING RIGHT NOW:

2 eyes
1 nose
1 mouth
2 ears
Long hair

C) MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVEN/DONE FOR YOU:

Can I keep it secret? Haha..

D) THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:

Secret la..

E) IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:

Happy! Thanks Lord..

F) IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:

Quarrel?

G) PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:

Hii Wei Wei
Charlene Foong
Albert Ko
George
Lau Xiao Jie

1. WHO IS No.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?

You ask him..

2. WHO IS No.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?

I dunno her.. She dun wan to say..

3. IF No.3 AND No.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?

This ah... You ask them.. Let God decide this..

4. WHAT ABOUT No.4 AND No.5?

oic.. Let God decide also..

5. WHAT IS No.3 STUDYING?

A-Level I dunno where..

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH No.5?

Through msn can count?

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?

No..

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSINS IN HIS/HER SCHOOL?

Nope..

9. WILL YOU BE WITH No.1?

Let God decide it ok?

10. HOW ABOUT No.5?

I dunno..

11. DOES No.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?

Yea..

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT No.2 AND No.4?

No. 2 and I are from same Primary and Secondary School..

I know No. 4 through Foundation Orientation. "George Bush", I still remember.. Haha..

13. WHERE DOES No.1 LIVE?

Her house.. Cannot tell you..

14. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW No.3?

When I'm in High school..

15. IS No.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?

I not know..

Foundation Free Week

2008-04-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah..
This is the time we are waiting for!
FOUNDATION FREE WEEK!!

During free week, some went back to their hometown. But, some still stay here, in Miri. I feels kinda bored now..

Today, I went back to campus because I have something to do. Malaysian Studies Project.
Some of my seniors feel weird because I am having my Tuition Free Week and why I still at campus.

I also saw some Foundation peoples at campus this morning. They are doing their assignment maybe.

Tomorrow I still need to go to campus again to help out the Fundraising Program.

P/S: Your house very easy to find la.. I found your house already.. Don't forget our promise..

First time being tagged..

2008-04-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..NO CHEATING!

Hii Wei Wei
MichellePSH
Chua Yee Fan
Edwin Ho
TM Fen

DON'T READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP

1. How did you meet 1?
= During O-week. Same group..

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1.
= 6

3. how long have you known 4?
= Few weeks.

4. How do you know number 3 ?
= At Physic Lab.

5. where's 5?
= At home, I think..

6.A fact about number 1?
= Quite nice person..

7.Who is 4 going out with?
= Someone at his Hometown.

8. What does 1 do for a living?
= Student

9. Would you live with number 3?
= Nope..

10. What do you like about number 2 ?
= Just like a sister.. :P

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
= Hmm.. Somehow.. Kinda bored now..

12. Would you make out with number 4?
= Noo!!!

13. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?
= Quite nice person also..

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
= Hmm.. We knew each other quite a long time but I feels like I just know her..

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
= Nothing.. No effect..

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
= Sometimes..

17. Have you ever slept at 2 's house?
= MichelleP, can I? lol.. jk.. Nope..

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
= Can say so.. Friends ba..

19. Who have you known the longest?
= 5

20. How often do you talk to 1 ?
= Same group during o-week and same class also but never talked to her until these few days we talked to each other quite alot..

21. What about 2 ?
= Sometimes..

22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
= GILA!!

23. Would you go out for a date with 5 ?
= Just wanna hang out with friend..

24. Do you dream about 2 ?
= What?!

25. What did no. 4 did to you that you can never forget?
= Nothing..

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
= idk..

27. What's 3's hobby?
= Play his laptop I think.. He wanna become a programmer..

I tag...

1. U

2. U again

3. Just U

4. U lo..

Try NOT to Cry

2008-04-22T22:53:00.001+08:00

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will he lp some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said :
'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed.

Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

UMS student being kidnapped!

2008-04-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

URGENT:TING SING TING(陈成婷, Sibu) was kidnapped by a blue kancil SAA 4458N in front of Giant, Sabah at 7pm just now,15/ 04/ 08. pls pray 4 her.

A student from Universiti Malaysia Sabah
(UMS),Ting Sing Ting

from SPPS was kidnapped on 15 Apr 2008.
The incident happened around 7pm.

The victim was kidnapped near Kingfisher
Giant by dark green (dark color and dark
tinted window) kancil bearing the plate
number SAA 4558 M.

Please inform the police ASAP if you see
this car.Your cooperation is very much
appreciated.

Blogging at Campus Library

2008-04-11T13:05:00.002+08:00

First time blogging at library.

The computer sucks man..

Very slow..
Old model

So friends, better choose to online at computer lab..

Funky Friday..

2008-04-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

Yea, tomorrow is Friday.

I like Friday because the next day is week-end. Don't you all like week-end as well? We can relax after busy for 5 days.

Let me see..
I have WRS class tomorrow at 9.00 am to 11.30 am.
Then from 4.00 pm to 5.00 pm I have Program C++.
After that, a meeting about the Children Carnival is waiting for 20 CV!s..

Do you like children? I like children now..
Yea, formerly I hate children. But not now..

Why I hate children? I also don't know. Maybe they are smaller than me? Or.. Never mind. Already passed. Already became a history.

What thing will raise up and never goes down?
Our age!

I can accept the truth. We are getting older and bigger every year.
Maybe this is called the Circle of Life.
(This remind me of the movie called "The Lion King")

A good movie though.
After that you must watch "The Lion King 2". The continue of "The Lion King".

What is your plan this coming week-end?
For some of the CV! members, they will say "KRP!!"
Right MichelleP?

Yea, Children Carnival at KRP this saturday.
So, CV!, say "KRP!!"

Randomness..

2008-04-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

I just re-format my PC..

Yea, I'm gonna to buy a new laptop next week on PC fair. hp brand.

I need some advise.

Which window is better?

Window Vista or Window xp?

Leave comment.

Assignment..

2008-03-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

Wow..
Many assignments need to finished in ONE week time.
University is not the same as high school anymore..

A very touching story..

2008-03-23T11:58:00.001+08:00

When I skim through the buletin board on friendster, I saw this story and wanna share with you all.
The story begins:

My mom only had one eye. I hated
her... she was such an embarrassment.
She
cooked for students & teachers to
support the family.

There was this one day during
elementary school where my mom came to
say hello
to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?

I ignored her, threw her a hateful
look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my
classmates
said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one
eye!'

I wanted to bury myself.

I also wanted my mom to just
disappear. I confronted her that day
and said, '
If you're only goanna make me a
laughing stock, why don't you just
die?'

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a
second about what I had said,
because ! I was
full of anger. I was oblivious to her
feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have
nothing to do with her.

So I studied real hard, got a chance
to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house
of my own. I had kids of my own. I was
happy with my life, my kids and the
comforts, Then one day, my mother came
to
visit me. She hadn't seen me in years
and she didn't even meet her
grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my
children laughed at her, and I yelled
at her for
coming over uninvited. I screamed at
her, 'How dare you come to my house and
scare my children!'

GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!

!!'

And to this, my mother quietly
answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may
have gotten
the wrong address,' and she
disappeared out of sight. One day, a
letter
regarding a school reunion came to my
house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going
on a business trip. After the reunion,
I
went to the old shack just out of
curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did
not shed a single
tear.

They handed me a letter that she had
wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry
that I came to your house and
scared your children. I was so glad
when I heard you were coming for the
reunion. But I may not be able to even
get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry
that I was a constant embarrassment to
you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very
little, you got into an accident, and
lost
your eye. As a mother, I couldn't
stand watching you
having to grow up with one eye. So I
gave you mine. I was so proud of my son
who was seeing a whole new world for
me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.

CV! Gathering

2008-03-23T09:42:00.003+08:00

Curtin Volunteers or in short, CV! had a gathering at few weeks ago. CV! do the charity for the community. We played station games, listen to announcement and had some tea. CV! also play roles as SOAR when orientation.

We divided into 7 groups. I'm in group 1. Group 1 only got 6 members while most of the groups had 8 members.

Group 1 members.
Front: Shan Shan (SOAR)
Second row from left: Me, Jayme, (Forgot..)
Third row from left: George (Leader), Kelvin, Chua
People start from fourth row are Group 2.

P/S： SOAR doesn't count as a member.

Luckily got plenty times when we finished the station games so we played "Bing Bang Boom!"

We still used the 7 groups. We gave our group a group name called "Six-six" because we got 6 members. The group name of the other groups are "Ginger", "Millineum Zombies", "Talap" (Most of the members came from Sabah), "G7"(only 4 members) and "Nala" (Reverse of Alan. Because the M.C. is Alan.)

"G7" and "Nala" won at last. And we compete with SOARS Advisor. SOARS used the "CV!" as their group name. We combined "G7" and "Nala" and it became "Gee La". We modified a bit and bacame "Gila"(meant "Crazy" in Malay language.)

The MC, Alan, is the time keeper. "Gila" start first to boom "CV!". "CV!" suppose to boom "Gila" but do you know who they boom?

Yea, the MC aka Time keeper, Alan. We won. We combined our group name again and it became "CV! Gila". lol..

Nothing much to say but lots of laughter when gathering. So friends, please join and have lotsa FUN!!

The senior and junior CV! members. Can you spot me? I think you can't. I'm at the last row.

The test..

2008-03-07T03:53:00.003+08:00

Okay now, I ever mentioned to some, I'll have a test on 6th March 2008, that is on Thursday.

Well, some of you already knew what test is that, but, some quite blur..

Oh well, that is a damn scary driving test to all but a bit scary to me.

Why I don't want to tell what test is that?
Actually, first, I don't want to let you people worried. But I ever post a shout out said I'll have my driving test two days before election. Many of you people didn't notice that.
Then, I don't want to scare myself.

Thanks to Team 360 especially Assist. Leader, Efina or Fina and some of you and also some SOAR advisors(Double E(Eleena and Edwin), Izzat, Azie, Jack) for your supports.
Thank you.

After the test, I go have lunch and go directly to the orientation. They are having lunch and I visited my friend's apartment. Some peoples asked whether I passed or not. Yea, go figure.

Orientation Day..

2008-03-07T03:50:00.002+08:00

Remarks: Freddie Lai's Group is EastRiders..

Okay, Orientation day is more fun.

For those who always escape, they will regreat, for sure.

That's all. TQ.

Will post more later..

Bye.

Random

2008-03-05T03:35:00.002+08:00

Now is 3.35am in 5/3/2007.

I need to sleep now..

Tomorrow wake up at 6am.

Team 360 will gathering at LT Foyer at 7.30am to discuss about our presentation. A drama.

Gotta go now. See ya..

Second Day of Orientation 4/3/2008

2008-03-05T02:27:00.013+08:00

Today after motivations, we enjoyed ourselves so much. There are games waiting for us.
Each groups is given 3 sets of poker cards to use their own creativity to built anything which are longest or highest. We are given 20 minutes to do our "project".

Team 34. I wonder what they built. The Great Wall? Unfortunately, it collapsed before judges come.
Amazing 7's creativity.

The Mighty One. They explained all members gathering together -- Team Work.
Team Possible. Letter "P" for possible.
This team finished first. Used only 10 minutes. Team Dynamics.
This is my team. Team 360 (Three- sixty). Still building..
Faster!! No enough time!
Everybody is busy..
Our group's product. Kinda like a maze..

We built and unbuilt. So messy. We managed to built it in last 5 minutes.

As I mentioned that got judges. Guess who won this game. The judge asked who wants to win. Team Dynamics shout "Dynamics!" The judge asked why. Know how the Dynamics' leader explain? She explained that they used 10 minutes to built their "building". What the..

Then, one representative from each group explained their work. Darren represent our group.
He named our product as the foundation stuff.. Don't know.. I was busying to pass the message. An important message.
"After Darren's speech, we shout Three-sixty. Deal?" Yea, everyone deal, as a team. A team spirit.

Then the judge gave comments about all the product/buildings. And finally two teams are waiting their judgement/comment. Team Dynamics and our team, Team 360. Who will win? Who will out?

Judge: "Team Dynamics, your product... ... Be more creative!"
Judge: "Team 360, good jobs. The winner is -- the foundation students.."
Yeah right!
Dynamics asked why.
Judge: "Because their building is very stable."

We won our another glory. Yeah. I am proud of our team.

First day Orientation 3/3/2008

2008-03-05T02:16:00.003+08:00

First day orientation is kinda fun.

I arrive at 8:45am. When I was there, I though I'm lost. Not lost the direction but I'm alone. I saw many peoples at block GP 403. I saw Freddie Lai. Yeah, I got company. We talked so much. Later we saw Ting Ming Fen, Priscilla, Jenny, Sharon, Chew Rou, Samuel, Lian lik and others.

We are divided into 7 groups. I'm in group 5 with darren foo, kian lik, samuel lee, chew rou, hazel some from SMK Chung Hua, one from Sabah, two from West Malaysia, one from China, some I don't know and one from Africa(maybe). Our group leader is Darren Foo and assist by Nur Efina. They are good leader. Our group /team name is 360(Three-sixty). Our group's supervisor is Eleena and Edwin which they named themself as "Double E". Another supervisor is Izzat. He is having classes. We can see him the next day.

Ming Fen is in Team Possible. It's Team, not Kim. Freddie is in Team (forgot). Other team are Team 34, Team The Mighty One, Team Dynamics and Amazing Seven.

We attended motivations, play games and so-on.

That's all for today.

A very touching Korean MV

2008-01-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

New year, new hope..

2008-01-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

Yea, right. New year, new hope.

I hope that:

Can activate the aoxiang blog soon. http://aoxiangblogspot.com/
Get licence.
Own a car in few years. (Yea, right.)
Can go KL in this or next year.
Repair my spare-part (eye)
Go Curtin soon.
Good result in SPM.
Become A****T (impossible if didn't go KL)
Become W***** (wink*)
Own laptop.
Buy more and more books (I love to read.. *wink(s)*)
Morinox can open another branch at Parkson and Imperial..
Learn more and more Magics. (Cheat the kids. lol..)
Join this and that.
Join snooker club at Curtin.
Join Malaysia Snooker Club (Wonder why my former school didn't have this club)
Build own network.
He He She She, Fate, Love, Hope, ________ .. Whatever.. secret.
Recover from __________ soon.
WORLD PEACE!
Good Luck to all student who sit for UPSR, PMR, SPM, STPM this year especially you, you and you.

So greedy, so evil.. Whatever..

God Bless All..

Magician?

2007-12-30T02:22:00.000+08:00

Everybody can become a magician if you are skillful enough.

I just disturb my friends and bosses by the tricks.

I knew how it was done and using what apparatus and material..

All the MAGIC are created to CHEAT the small children or kids only.

They're not PROfessional..

Randomness..

2007-12-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

Ok, fine.. About this week..

24 Dec 2007, My last day at working place..

25 Dec 2007, Christmas Day.. I went to my working place, play.. Boss treat us KFC. lol.. Really.

26 Dec 2007, Law test..

27 Dec 2007, Went to my working place and play.. Entertain the deaf customers.
P/s: Only I knew what they said.. My friend and my boss didn't understood what they meant by sign language. *sweat*

28 Dec 2007, Saw me walking around? Yea, part-time postman. lol.. Just post the advertisement of Fajar college house-by-house.

29 Dec 2007, Go for JPJL2B. Talk by my master, Mr. Joseph Kok.

Happy Belated Christmas

2007-12-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas all..

No time to blogging since working.