1023 Nightmare 1 week anniversary

1023 to 1030, 1 week. Very soon, already 1 week.

Let's see..
S already repaired her car but I still have to wait for Toyota UMW's reply. Sigh..


1030, an memorable day.




Let's see again, if I took off my safety belt that time, I might be (not might be *it's sure) go to another world. And today, 1030 is my 1 week death anniversary. 15 years ago in 1030, my grandmother left us peacefully at 0030. My father found it first, at midnight. 15 years ago, I was 3 years old kid, everything was strange to me. I also forgot what my grandmother look like but in my memory, she was a very kind person. Photos, brought us memories.

Me, 1 week death anniversary in conjunction with my grandmother's 15 years death anniversary. I was very sad, very sad and envy that you all still can call your grandmother a grandmother.


Christian, 3 days later in 15 years ago, my family went to her funeral left me with my grandma(my mother's side) behind. I loss my grandfather and grandpa when my parents were both 10+ years old. I now still have my grandma, which I love the most.

When I was 4 or 5 years old, I went to my grandmother's grave with my family. Chinese, elderly always say do not stand on other people's grave. If not, they will come and find you. That time, I do not know anything and I never heard of that. I stand onto my grandmother's grave while my parents were busy cut the grass.

That night we want back to Brunei. I suddenly woke up at 0300, while my parents went to the farm. Suddenly I heard the sound of people walking. From far to near, very near. I stare at the door. In a few seconds, I saw a white image in front of me. It was starring at me. (White image = the image of the ghost in horror movie.)

I don't know who it was but I still remember the look until now. It has a human face, body but no legs. It was like floating. I did not feel like scare of that white image. I know, the white image was my grandmother and God always be with me that time. When I was 10+ years old, I told my father that story and my father said that she will not harm her grandson.

The white image was keep starring at me that time and I also keep starring at it. We starring at each other for few minutes (I think) and it walk away. I continue to sleep.

*Weirdo*